Becky Does Her Hair ~ Week 6

[becky]

Also Nae told me she'd vote for me if i made jury

So that's a plus I guess... :/

[becky]

OH I also forgot to mention that Shelli told Naeha that she knew about the femme fatales. Which obviously leads to the conclusion that there's a leak in the group...and i feel like it will EVENTUALLY come back to me.

I'm annoyed with Shelli this round honestly. Like, I'm cool with her blowing up Nae -- if it makes sense for her, then whatever. I'm trying not to look at it as a "omg she's going after my side alliance" thing, because at this point she's just taking a shot at the other side of the house.

But it's very hard for me not to look at Shelli mentioning that she knows about the alliance as some sort of attack on me. Even if it wasn't intentional, I told her about the alliance a) so that she could make the decision that's best for her, because she is one of my strongest allies and b) while trusting that she would keep it to herself. And even if she didn't mention me by name, she broke my trust :/

I don't think I trust The Spy Girls (me, shelli, and liz's new name...very original I know) as much anymore :x I'm starting to feel used I guess? I don't know. I'm starting to play this game a lot more for myself tbh.