So someone told naeha about the Angels group, who in turn told Kelsey before leaving. Now is basically- the only way I can describe it- is rubbing my nose in it for being a bad boy?
"I've been playing this game with a house full of liars" just because someone gets in a group and doesn't tell you doesn't mean they're a liar. Fucking I'm already annoyed. Put me up and vote me out so I don't have to deal with her anymore.
But yeah- Becky's close to naeha and Kelsey, and Kelsey seems to be pointing out and asking what specifically Liz and Shelli did in the group, so my money is on Becky telling Naeha.
Fucking Becky. Fuck Becky and still fuck Kathy. Unless it wasn't Becky, then fuck her anyway.
I feel Kelsey thinks she's gonna turn the game around this week, and that's not true. Even if she exposed that alliance to the house, and disbanded it. She'd create four (maybe three) enemies instead of the two she'd have if she just nommed quietly. I applaud her for her move she's trying to do in the game, and no ill feelings for her. But she's going about it in the most annoying way possible, and that's coming from me.
I don't know how I should be feeling about all this. I think I should be angry? Like I should be walking around simmering with hate or whatever. I'm not though, This is a game (I know I keep saying that over and over, it's mostly to remind myself) and people take this seriously as hell. Like- loosen up a bit, you don't get 500k if you win this. That's probably why I'm so open and accepting of me sucking at this game, just because that's all it is. I'm not angry though, I'm trying to throw on a front saying I am, but when it comes down to the wire I'm not bothered. Only reason I didn't come clean about the other alliance was because she left out Shelli and Arlie. She's gotta work a little bit for the information, you know?
The game aside, I'm secretly kinda glad Kelsey won HOH because it makes this week a lot more interesting. If I go, I go. If I stay, I stay. That's really out of my control aside from veto so I'm not gonna make myself get annoyed of worked up over something I generally wouldn't have much choice in.
Liz and Shelli telling me Becky ratted out the alliance, and Liz telling me Becky said she thinks I did it
Becky saying she thinks Shelli and Liz together threw out the alliance and they they did it
There also runs the idea that Kelsey is just smart and talked to everyone and threw things out, and kept what stuck and basically we all told on ourselves.
I guess time to throw them in a chat room and see what happens
Liz and Shelli telling me Becky ratted out the alliance, and Liz telling me Becky said she thinks I did it
Becky saying she thinks Shelli and Liz together threw out the alliance and they they did it
There also runs the idea that Kelsey is just smart and talked to everyone and threw things out, and kept what stuck and basically we all told on ourselves.
I guess time to throw them in a chat room and see what happens
and by throw them in a chat i mean i attempt to talk to them and no one responds.
I figured my only chance at staying was if I had Kelsey's friend's votes. So the first person I talked to was Kelsey pre veto, she seemed to be on board with me not leaving and Liz going. She said she'd campaign for me.
Becky promised me her vote, which I don't doubt after the Fallen Angels got into their big ole "no it was u" fight.
I also got Cass and Howard.
Shelli's gonna keep Liz, lbr.
I'm unsure on Arlie, James and Kathy. Talking to kathy now, I don't wanna promise immunity if i win hoh next week because, and she's brought this up, we don't talk a lot. and if I'm listening to Kelsey and following through on that, I need someone to put up next to Shelli if I stay and win HOH, so i'm gonna keep my done with this shit attitude and hopefully just talk it out to where I could get her vote.
I'm confident I could get either Arlie or James though. I just need to talk to them.