Post by Steve on Aug 9, 2016 3:34:52 GMT
First of all, thank you. You all hosted a fantastic game this season. Also thank you to the housecalls, for watching it, and undoubtedly despising me for all of the stupid shit I've pulled.
Now, every time I get to the end of a game, I always look back and realized I was really not good at it. I'm entertaining, sure, but I'm not quite sure what I bring to the table on an actual game level. Maybe this feeling is brought up because I'm getting straight up trashed in the jury questions. The basis of every question so far has been
Steve - omg i love you as a person. you're so fun. but you sucked at this game, especially on jury management. Why don't you suck?
Shelli - omg shelli you played a great game. i love people who play a great game. explain your great game more.
And I get it. I can't fault them for that, I definitely brought all of that on myself. But I'm looking at the questions, and the answers, and me trying with every ounce of my will to convince them to vote for me, and seemingly getting a "oh. okay" as a response. I've stopped trying to try to hype up the game I've played because nobody really gives a shit. Literally for Naeha's answer, I just apologized and told her about the week.
Did I make mistakes in this game? Yes. Mistake after mistake after mistake. And I couldn't figure out why, until I thought back on the other two games I played, and.. I pretty much mistake after mistake there too. I'm not trying to come across as some sappy ass guy who's all down on his luck because he's rightfully losing in the final two. If I am, just tell me to shut up, yanno? I don't see myself winning anymore, really. At all. I think me having a legitimate shot is just grand delusions. I'm gonna continue to answer their questions, I'm not gonna start giving one word answers because I know I'm on 4th down and 80 yards to go. But, as of now. I think the only people who would vote for me, would do it out of pity. Maybe pity is too strong of a word, but like a- oh, he tried. C'mon guys. sort of way.
I don't know what I should be doing different. I keep trying to go in new extremes, but that just creates people who hate me, and when I try to be somewhere in the middle, apparently I keep making mistakes when I do that. I don't know. I don't think I'm good at this. I love it, and maybe it's just something that comes with time and doing more of them, but right now, I keep getting closer to the end, and yet, I don't feel like I've ever really played a genuinely good game that hasn't had some asterisk next to it. I don't know. I know you probably can't respond to this or whatever cause it's the final two. But, I think after the game is over, I'm asking for- advice, I guess. Or- at least general knowledge on how to not suck as much lmao.
Also, I'm trying to word this heavily so it doesn't come across as melodramatic. It's just my thoughts on the past couple days and how I think i'm doing/how I want to be doing.
I'll try to knock out the rest of the questions though. I'm still preparing myself for Arlie's.
Now, every time I get to the end of a game, I always look back and realized I was really not good at it. I'm entertaining, sure, but I'm not quite sure what I bring to the table on an actual game level. Maybe this feeling is brought up because I'm getting straight up trashed in the jury questions. The basis of every question so far has been
Steve - omg i love you as a person. you're so fun. but you sucked at this game, especially on jury management. Why don't you suck?
Shelli - omg shelli you played a great game. i love people who play a great game. explain your great game more.
And I get it. I can't fault them for that, I definitely brought all of that on myself. But I'm looking at the questions, and the answers, and me trying with every ounce of my will to convince them to vote for me, and seemingly getting a "oh. okay" as a response. I've stopped trying to try to hype up the game I've played because nobody really gives a shit. Literally for Naeha's answer, I just apologized and told her about the week.
Did I make mistakes in this game? Yes. Mistake after mistake after mistake. And I couldn't figure out why, until I thought back on the other two games I played, and.. I pretty much mistake after mistake there too. I'm not trying to come across as some sappy ass guy who's all down on his luck because he's rightfully losing in the final two. If I am, just tell me to shut up, yanno? I don't see myself winning anymore, really. At all. I think me having a legitimate shot is just grand delusions. I'm gonna continue to answer their questions, I'm not gonna start giving one word answers because I know I'm on 4th down and 80 yards to go. But, as of now. I think the only people who would vote for me, would do it out of pity. Maybe pity is too strong of a word, but like a- oh, he tried. C'mon guys. sort of way.
I don't know what I should be doing different. I keep trying to go in new extremes, but that just creates people who hate me, and when I try to be somewhere in the middle, apparently I keep making mistakes when I do that. I don't know. I don't think I'm good at this. I love it, and maybe it's just something that comes with time and doing more of them, but right now, I keep getting closer to the end, and yet, I don't feel like I've ever really played a genuinely good game that hasn't had some asterisk next to it. I don't know. I know you probably can't respond to this or whatever cause it's the final two. But, I think after the game is over, I'm asking for- advice, I guess. Or- at least general knowledge on how to not suck as much lmao.
Also, I'm trying to word this heavily so it doesn't come across as melodramatic. It's just my thoughts on the past couple days and how I think i'm doing/how I want to be doing.
I'll try to knock out the rest of the questions though. I'm still preparing myself for Arlie's.
