Okay. Last week was a total misfire full of complications that I pretty much made myself lol. Last week was puberty for me. It was awkward and rough and I had a really big pimple I tried to hide, but it's over now, I've learned from my mistakes. Let's just Taylor Swift it and shake it off.
I think all of that was where I kinda realized I can't just keep being super trolly towards everyone, and I gotta get a little bit more serious if I'm actually gonna play the game. First I wanted to be dethroned, then kathy lose veto, and then naeha leave. NONE of that happened, but it just makes me more annoying if I drag it out. I apologized to everyone and talked it out with most people in the house just to show I'm actually thinking about my plans and options from now on. Plus, that'll go a long way in rebuilding bridges.
I think I'm going up this week, especially if Kathy or Kelsey win. That's fine. Idgaf. This HOH seems so fun and I'm annoyed that I can't play it in. Like hey, if you would've just dropped to me hey you're gonna be playing connect four with strangers on the internet next week if you don't win this hoh, I wouldn't have hung around on a computer for 14 hours.
Longer post today. But I've spent my day post messing up veto just being mean to Cass and seeing if she'll actually say she doesn't like me. I'm compared her to a koala, saying she's super slow. She's from Canada so I've been going off on a rant asking f she watches Rocky and bullwinkle and if she lived in an igloo.
So far, she refuses to outright state she doesn't like me, despite how condescending I'm being when she doesn't like me to my face. That's lame. Where's the fun at? If you don't like me, be open with it. Let's have a few days or so of a feud before you go packing this week
I've reached the point in the game where I have to look past alliances and see where I rank with individual people. Cass has an alliance with Kathy/Becky/Liz, and then another one with Kathy/Naeha/Becky, and her continued efforts to call me a snake and get me out of the house, and then be 100% nice to me and pretend we're friends is so transparent. Which basically has started a new game for me: How much can I subtly insult Cassandra until she openly say she doesn't like me. The game isn't over yet, because she still hasn't said anything.
Shelli has been quiet this week, I'm thinking there might be something low key with her and Kathy, but that's because after veto, Me, Liz and Becky wanted Kathy up, and Howard and Arlie were okay with it, and she never even really acknowledged that as an option. Becky's getting quieter and talking less and less game with me. In these games, I always do my best when I look past alliances and look for who I have an instant click towards. Right now that's Liz and Howard, with Shelli a bit behind, but still in there, so they're the ones I'm focusing my energy on.
Naeha will probably reach out for a vote soon, I'll probably play semi dumb and if she asks for mine, I'll say that me and Cass clicked last week, and I wouldn't feel right evicting her, while with Naeha, I had already put her up before. If she pushes the issue farther than that, i'll just be like "hey. i'm evicting you, sorry. you're awesome, but sorry". Naeha's a really good player and Cass is not, and we're at the point of the game where you gotta throw out a couple good players to increase your chances.
Arlie is still there, I don't have anything AGAINST him, it's just. ugh. sometimes it's hard to talk to him.
I kinda feel like Steve's Angels is kinda dead. Only being held onto by Shelli and Liz, killing themselves to keep it relevant. I wanted Kathy to go this week, something I pushed, but hey, no dice. James is still- James. Part of me wants him to win this season for the lulz, but i also know not one damn person would be happy with it and the entire internet would shut down.
Kelsey is still in the house, probably. Who knows? Who Cares?
If I haven't mentioned anyone else in the house yet, it's because they're not important enough to remember. Apparently me and Howard are the Public Enemy 1 & 2 because we're guys and kinda standoffish. So it's imperative that someone associated with us wins the next HOH. Which means Becky can't win it. My week in Diary Room's this week has been pretty lackluster and my apologies for that, but isn't much to talk about that isn't already known.
TLDR: Naeha's gone next week. I want another crack at HOH so I can be more direct with it (and finally get Kathy out)