Post by Shelli Poole on Jul 22, 2016 6:10:19 GMT
Survived Fast Forward! I was so nervous! I wouldn't have won Jeopardy, anyway. So.... I had a very interesting talk with Howard tonight before HOH started. Apparently, Kathy went to him and told him I wanted him out and wanted him to target me if he won HOH. She was worried she was going up if he won and wanted to make sure I was the target and not her. (This is my new face for talking to Kathy btw!)
I'm very glad Howard asked me about it. We cleared the air a bit and I think it may have brought us closer. He could be being fake to me but I'll take it for now! I think we can build on it. It did make me realize I was being silly to think Kathy had my back. I think she does to a point - she has a bigger target ahead of me in Howard.
I didn't tell Kathy anything about it. I just want her to believe I'm still her little ShellBell and will protect her when I win HOH again. (okay if lol) But, it's very good to know this. Thank you so much Howard!
This round also told me something about Arlie, when he didn't pick me for POV. Idk if he thought I might be a replacement nom and he was good with that or if he just picked Cass cause she sucks and that is less competition for him. But, I don't think he has my back like I had his. He's still a good pawn to sit next to if it comes down to that - but I'm thinking way too far ahead here! I thought I was leaving tonight.
I seriously considered keeping James if we could talk it through and he would stop going after me, just because it takes a number from the boyz club, although James was on the outside. And I think Howard/Steve/Arlie are definitely F3. And James didn't even talk to me - I guess he was told he was safe so he didn't think he had to. Your bad, James!
So, basically I'm still a little bit in the middle here... just a little. James going helps my game a lot! Cass is the only other person left who I put on the block and she's the worst competitor here. inb4 she wins the next HOH but still. She would have to put me up next to a guy and I may have the votes if that happens.
Kelsey is back in my good graces lol. I seriously really love her! No matter what happens in this game.
I'm very glad Howard asked me about it. We cleared the air a bit and I think it may have brought us closer. He could be being fake to me but I'll take it for now! I think we can build on it. It did make me realize I was being silly to think Kathy had my back. I think she does to a point - she has a bigger target ahead of me in Howard.
I didn't tell Kathy anything about it. I just want her to believe I'm still her little ShellBell and will protect her when I win HOH again. (okay if lol) But, it's very good to know this. Thank you so much Howard!
This round also told me something about Arlie, when he didn't pick me for POV. Idk if he thought I might be a replacement nom and he was good with that or if he just picked Cass cause she sucks and that is less competition for him. But, I don't think he has my back like I had his. He's still a good pawn to sit next to if it comes down to that - but I'm thinking way too far ahead here! I thought I was leaving tonight.
I seriously considered keeping James if we could talk it through and he would stop going after me, just because it takes a number from the boyz club, although James was on the outside. And I think Howard/Steve/Arlie are definitely F3. And James didn't even talk to me - I guess he was told he was safe so he didn't think he had to. Your bad, James!
So, basically I'm still a little bit in the middle here... just a little. James going helps my game a lot! Cass is the only other person left who I put on the block and she's the worst competitor here. inb4 she wins the next HOH but still. She would have to put me up next to a guy and I may have the votes if that happens.
Kelsey is back in my good graces lol. I seriously really love her! No matter what happens in this game.
