Final 16: HOW i won this shit

[howard]

what the fuck

we're like 12 hours in and everyones checked in

what the fuck

this is like the goddamn hunger games we're all gonna be out sprinting from the gate and shit

with explosions everywhere and like godzilla in the background

[howard]

yooooooooooooooooooooooo

it's me, howard overby, and this time i'm getting allstars.

you're probably thinking "well how-ared (lol) you gonna do that?"

and i'm gonna say "CAUSE THIS TIME I'M GOING ALLL OUT!!"

I'm not going to be that louise alias hiding game anymore. no more worrying about if people know me or not, i'm going to go all out. i'm going ham. lets just say this cast will WISH i made allstars last season so they wouldn't have to deal with me. i'm not focusing on being just a quirky chick, i'm focusing on the w. i'm not going to think about anything else.

and if i dont win, then you bet your ass i'm going to contest the win. i strive for perfection. i'm no casual, my heart is on the line at the moment. i have more to play for than ever before. i've been casual, fucking around, but no more.

you see these eyes? these eyes are focused. last two games, i fucked around. i was being stupid, i was having a good time. fun and games are over (well shit i'm still going to have fun). it's time to win, it's time to contest that victory. time to be #1.

throwing challenges? that shits for the birds. floating? that shits for the birds. emoticons? never again, that shits for the birds. the games are over, it's time to light the fire within me and grab my 2nd ever win. i'm long overdue. i know i deserve it. i used to think being a casual about it would eventually get me that second win, but i was wrong.

what will get me that second win is changing my style. the issue with getting comfortable is that you never learn. i was spoiled when i won, i thought i had it made. i thought i had the game figured out, but i was far from it. i got ignorant, i didn't change. i didn't learn that shit, the way you win will always change.

no more hiding in the shadows. no more saying dick jokes. no more drinking, smoking weed, and trying to play big brother. no more go with the flow. no more laziness, no more casualness. this is the summer, this is my job. time to kill it.

and well, hey, maybe i can still say some dick jokes. that shits funny.

[howard]

also i'm referencing Twisted as the game i won. that was a year ago. it's time to recognize that the shits not the same anymore.

[ika]

moving on up....
Bring it baby were all watching
All eyes on you....

[david]

I have never wanted anyone to win more than you after reading that post.

[howard]

Jun 10, 2016 17:42:36 GMT david said:

I have never wanted anyone to win more than you after reading that post.

I ALWAYS BRING THE HYPE, BABY!

[howard]

Sam winning hoh is bad for me though

also, battle of the block is scary. 4 nomineess. fuck.

[howard]

honestly its a good thing i'm not going to hold back on competitions anymore cause BOTB praises the challenge players. i haven't been exactly known in my last two alter ego's for my challenge winning abilities so this time around I hope i can u-turn it, my life may completely be on the line.

[ika]

Fingers cross

[howard]

i'm all good, according to james i'm safe and sam just made his noms 8)

howards here for a while, fellas. get settled. nice long confessional coming tonight.

[howard]

sorry I know i said long confessional last night but i'm changing my mind and making it tonight. just got busy. basically i'm sitting calm though, just being friendly and cozying up to Libra and becky.

[ika]

Love her as if
there’s someone working 24 hours
to take her from you.